Suddenly

Hey folks, I pray all is well in your worlds.

I have this unusual feeling bubbling up from within. The feelings of change on its way. I'm not sure if I am scared, nervous, indifferent or all of the above concerning this. However, this feeling is driving me nuts.

I had a feeling similar to this once before and I felt physically ill. I couldn't sleep, I literally couldn't eat as well. I felt broken, used and exhausted. This moment is slightly different. The only emotion I can think of is hopeless. I'm once again looking at a ticking time bomb and waiting for the other shoe to drop.

I feel as if I am at a stand still... I need a sudden moment to occur. That type of sudden moment to make things click, so I can piece everything together... That moment when things feel right again, almost normal. This rabbit hole just goes further and further down.

I wonder if I'll have what it takes to make that moment of self doubt suddenly disappear.

Until next time folks
Millah Out

I'm Back

Folks, folks, folks!!!!

This has been a long time coming, where eventually I would return. I had to go away for a little while to see how my life would be if I went in a hole. I was out living my life and I've decided its time to go back to basics.

I'm taking the trip back to me once again. Sometimes you have to step back and observe your life. It helps to realize what needs improvement, especially with the relationship you have with yourself.

Until next time folks
Millah Out