In Bed

Hey folks! I'm laying in my bed... Trying to let sleepiness take me down for the night...

Obviously that's not working too well. My mind keeps racing for some reason. Too many things to mention, also some quite personal *giggles*

So I plead the 5th! Maybe I should do some sit-ups, it's been a minute since I worked out. About two weeks ago. Which in "Jamillah World" feels like an eternity! Or maybe read a book... That's too much work! Lol

I don't want to create a new recipe for skin today, I've done enough mixing. I still smell the oils... Smh. I need more
Friends. Seriously, I'm getting tired of being bored and having no one to call!
My besty Jonny suggests that I should approach people I find to be interesting. What I say to that is... NO! I'm really really shy when it comes to doing certain things and that is one of them... I eventually have to snap out of it. The weird thing is I approach strangers all the time. Idk... I'm weird sometimes.

The moral of this random post is... I need to grow balls and approach people more and I need to sleep! Lol

Goodnight Peeps!
Millah Out!

Inspiration

Hey folks! It's now creeping into Wednesday... It's close to 1am and for some reason I feel something growing. It's not a bad feeling at all. I actually feel bubbly and oddly happy. I am now beginning to make Moca an every Tuesday kind of thing. The theme is based upon Erotic poetry, but you truly never know what you are going to get.

I spoke to a poet tonight. It was only for like 5 minutes or less and for some reason, it uplifted me. You see... I've been going through an unshakable funk and it's been energy sucking. We spoke of inspiration of where poetry comes from and just people in general. It made me feel good to share an intellectual moment with a total stranger. Two strangers that are born in different eras of time, but still we share a common ground of memories.

You never know what you would get out of approaching a random stranger, it may surprise you....

Until next time folks!
Millah Out!

Happy Sunday! :-)

Hey everyone! I hope all is well with you guys. My weekend has been powerful so far. I am so grateful to have my family and friends here to support me. I have discovered a new found strength within myself, that I didn't know existed.

I love this change and I'm embracing it each and everyday. I have made Lotion for the very first time! This lotion feels great! Once I have the formula exactly the way I want it... I'll be good to go! :-) my business is beginning to blossom even more. My other 2 jobs are going quite well also!

I am headed on the right path for my life! I'm turning into the woman I am meant to be. There's no turning back now.

The moral of the story is... To sometimes embrace change, you may like it ;-)

Until next time folks!
Millah Out!

A trip back to Me

So I've been taking a break from myself and indulging in much needed self reflection...

I feel this is necessary for everyone to do when they want to properly assess their lives. I was due for another one of those... Lately I've been making moves according to what others believe is best for me.

It's not a bad thing to listen to someone's sound advice once in a blue. However, when all your actions are based off of others' opinions is when it becomes a huge problem. If constantly molding your actions of how you should live your own life based on others' standards, is no good. You begin allowing the other to attach strings to your limbs and making you dance to the beat of their drum.

It's time to trim the fat from your life. Cut those strings! I'm saying this to say... If I trusted my own judgement then, I wouldn't have allowed strings to be attached to my own limbs.

Life itself is a learning experience. So it's time for me to truly trust my own judgement. It seems every time I do not listen to myself I suffer.

Well... It's time for me to take my power back and put my life in my hands once more.
Until next time folks!
Millah Out!