All this time that has passed us by... Now I'm here holding on, waiting for your reply
For you to make your final decision
Something that will show me you're still around
Once again im placed in that undecided box
Undecided about my life
Undecided about my position as a being
Undecided when it comes to what I want for myself
Once again you seem so nonchalant
Why did I know it would come to this once more?
Now it seems hard to be cordial towards the situation
To paint on the brightest, friendliest smile at the mention of your name
Is my pain worth it?
To be on a waiting list again?
Is your love worth it?
Is my love that powerful that you need to think twice before choosing me once more?
Or do I just think too highly of myself?
Once again I'm in limbo
Not friends
Nor lovers
I don't feel I have that position in your heart that you claim so loosely
Why do I find it hard to believe?
So whenever you decided to inform me with what's going on, you must ask yourself
Was it worth it?
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